I recently did my first overnight reporting gig for Fox 5 and it landed me in the heart of Hollywood for the Season Finale of "So You Think You Can Dance." (Our exclusive interivew with winner Jineane seen in photograph to the right). For a former dance major, this was a great assignment. But with these work opportunities, always comes a healthy helping of "mommy guilt" to go with it, you know, for being away. I have to say though, I've made progress in this department. (Big statement for a child raised in an Irish Catholic family.)
Since my return to television after an 8 month hiatus, I learned a lot about who I really am. Not who I think I'm supposed to be. Maybe other Moms out there have had similar experiences. It's like the great debate that happens during every maternity leave. "Should I stay home or go back to work?" And, I've always told all my friends and my little sister the same thing: "You won't know until you live it." There's no way of knowing how you'll really feel until you walk the walk. You'll either learn, you can't bear to be away from your child, or like I did, you're a better Mom when you work outside the home. Which brings me back to "Hollyweird".
It was truly fun to be unfettered and in the "foxhole" so to speak once again, reporting out in the field. I had a great photographer Chad Voisen for good camaraderie and collaboration (photo below). And, I was actually proud of myself that "I still had it"...because make no mistake, though they represent different challenges and skill sets, field reporting is much more taxing physically. And, this old broad could still do it! (Though it took a few days to recover...friend and colleague Susan Lennon laughed about that fact pretty hard with me.)
So, the next time YOU have a chance to dust off your wings and spread them a bit...trust me, the stretch feels pretty darn good. Just remember, if you're my age...there's a good chance you might pull a muscle. LOL
Stay tuned, if you're a "So You Think You Can Dance" fan....my one on one with San Diegan and judge Mary Murphy...coming in November.